Finally!

I just want to share this diary of my friend seems so cheesy....

He called last night. I have been trying to reach him days before I made a decision and his phone is always unattended, I even thought he changed number already. Then three days after I decided, he called. He asked me how I am, and I said I'm doing good. I felt awkward. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I so badly want to tell him that I missed him so much and that I am so glad that he called, but of course, I did not.
Then I told him. Silence. About a minute passed until he said, "Ah, talaga?". Then he laughed. I did too, but tears almost fell down my cheeks. I won't forget him. Not ever. But I also know that I have to move on. I can't always be like this - waiting in vain. And I am happy with my new life, I really am, and I have no plans of hurting other people's feelings just because of him.
Letting go - I learned it the hard way. I may still think about him, I may still miss him, but all of it is a process. Doing it all at the same time was torture. So now I'm taking it one step at a time.
I can honestly say that I am happy with my new life - my days are now brighter and I now have another new set of friends that I can turn to anytime, and a new bestbuddy!!!
This person once told me that I've been through a lot and I deserve better - well, I am better. And I am sooo sooo happy. =)